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so happy that september is here

Posted on 2008.09.01 at 13:05
i have been exhausted for the past 3 weeks. this is a level of physical and existential exhaustion the depths of which i've never experienced. i've totally been working too many thing for way too long. my body just feels so off and part of me is really hoping it's 'just' exhaustion and not something a lot worse.

i'm in need of some serious down time and i'm going to get it. there's really no 'choice' going on here.

i will be broke and that too is a serious anxiety i need to face. but, in reality, i don't need money in the way that i used to. i got used to being so stressed about it, of needing to save thousands of dollars; i need to let go of that stress, it's no longer relevant. i need to let go of a lot of trauma as well; it too is no longer relevant but lingers nonetheless.

p.s. i'm coming to new york on friday. i'm very excited to see some folks when i'm there. :)

xox

~becca

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glitter_femme at 2008-09-02 01:31 (UTC) (Link)
I'm sure you have your time all planned out, but I'm pretty free next weekend if you want to meet up, and I'd love to. Maybe if you're going to be spending time with Paige, I could drop in for a bit of it? I haven't seen her in ages.

Or, you know, not hanging out with strangers while on vacation. That would be fine too.
M
errant_girl at 2008-09-02 02:37 (UTC) (Link)
You're always welcome to stop down in Philly.
petite bouche
lhaya at 2008-09-02 15:25 (UTC) (Link)
Oooh New York! Report back on what you did.
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