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break(up)

Posted on 2008.12.03 at 02:37
a few fantastically depressing weeks emotionally have been capped by a totally unexpected break-up. that makes 3 in 5 months. this is really difficult to take. it was all quite unexpected and i'm still holding out hope.

i really do need to better at not withdrawing when i start feeling shitty. it's one of my worst attributes.

i am happy though to be going to montreal tomorrow morning. space for toronto much. time to write. time to work on myself. and some time to shop. :)

i have barely 5 weeks till i start full-time at the clinic. it'll be great to have a full-time job, with like real pay and benefits and such. i still worry that it's not going to happen even though a for sure thing.

finished my reading course. this means i've completed all my coursework for my masters and 'just' need to finish writing my thesis, defend that, and i can close that tumultous and drawn-out part of my life.

feeling tired. feeling like i've been watching my life happen for the past few weeks. maybe if i write i will break out of this funk. much to say, so little energy to get it out. gotta change that.

Comments:


anna raid
default_diva at 2008-12-03 14:03 (UTC) (Link)
honey! you've been on my to-call short list since running into one another on the bus.

upon your return, i'm coming over. strong coffee and ridiculously over-thought salads await us. take a dating break and i'll feed you good.

montreal is beautiful, i was there for 20 minutes last weekend. send it my love, i'm sending some to you.
Reverend Eadem Mutata Resurgo
rexlezard at 2008-12-03 15:05 (UTC) (Link)
I'm so glad that you're getting so close to finishing!

Hey, you know if you need a reader, wing something my way by e-mail.

I'm sorry about the breakup - be good to yourself in Montreal.
Tera
teraflops at 2008-12-03 15:52 (UTC) (Link)
Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear you guys broke up. :-(
I hope Montreal lets you get some rest and emotional recovery time from everything.
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